Aura
February 18th 2009 03:17
The Aura is an electro magnetic field produced by your body. I encourage people to call it what it is - which is EMP. I know, 'Aura' makes you feel like a fairy princess, and EMP makes you feel like a toaster, but EMP is more correct and gets that much more respect from more people. When you start talking about Auras and spiritual dimensions, the sceptics will roll their eyes and shut you out. When, however, you can explain that you actually know a little about the nervous system, that the nerves 'speak' to each other through multiple electrical impulses that fire in harmony constantly throughout your body, and it is this electricity that specifically, creates your EMP in a sphere the exact dimensions of your physical body, you get that much more respect out of people who say they dont believe in 'hokus pokus'.
And if its not our job to bring spirituality to those people, then just what is the point? Those that flock to psychics are not, usually, on a quest for knowledge. They just want to know one thing - where is my soul mate? I swear, Im ready. You have to make them appear. Come on sorceress, prove it to me!
Whereas the sceptics, they have great gaping holes inside them begging to be filled, but they refuse to admit it. So, when you demonstrate your EMP working on the EMP of something else, they go - "WOW! Show me how to do that" And thus, I do. Its why Im here. All oogy boogy 'psychic' talents are in fact latent in all human beings. They can be awoken at any time, for any reason. It just requires a bit of focus, and there ya are, you're a psychic/telepath/telekinetic/ medium.....Whichever you'd like to focus on will become the strongest.
Some of us....And one in particular who is an orbler here.....Just know this. And we have brought our knowledge from the ether and maintained our connection within it. Hence, we can connect to all of these talents, using one or more at a time. I think its obvious I use my ether connection primarily for beast talking. Its been my wish for so long to talk to animals, and now I do so with such ease. Its the talent Ive developed the most, by far. I've found I dont like poking around in human heads much anyway - quite boring compared to Bink.
In defining the edges of my EMP, raising a protective circle, and learning how to extend and contract my energy field, Ive become quite enamored with 'finding the centre'. As soon as you speak the word 'aura' then you are going to get a lot of New Age babble about 'finding your centre'. Its a juxtaposition. Your centre is your core - it is a place deep inside your body, roughly behind the solar plexis and usually shaped (to the psychic eye) like a sphere or cylindar. Even though the EMP is transmitted by every electrical impulse in every nerve, when you finally learn to visualize the entirety of your aura as a sphere around your body, this 'centre' is its core.
My centre has always been slightly offset, meaning that I percieve it too far forward in my visualization. This means the whole sphere ends up too far forward. The 'back' of the circle is too close to me. I actually percieve and visualize it just outside my body, almost resting on the skin of my belly. This is just a perception - of course the centre is always within me - but it means when I extend or concentrate my aura, my visualization is leading it just slightly off kilter. And this kind of work is all about perception and visualization.
Yesterday, when I read about carbamezapine, my new medication, my first thought was what it was going to do to my aura. It is a drug that confuses the nerve firings. The nerves are funny things. Its what I call the Matrix principle. The nerve, because of its nature, can give the brain any signal it likes. Pain, pleasure, cold, hot....And the brain has to believe it. It has no choice. Thats why nerve disorders are so funky. They differ in everyone. And basically, my trigeminal nerve got damaged, held together for as long as it could, then started sending constant pain messages to the brain. Because a nerve cant be replaced (though it can repair to a certain extent) its messages after being damaged will always be confused.
Is this why my spells and mediatations keep screwing up? Hmm....
So. I started taking this shit that messes up the nerve firing. Starts getting them to send another kind of message, any kind of message but pain.
Its all fluctuating. I suppose I cant expect more than that on the first day. I keep going to say - the pains gone! But its not, its there again...No wait! Gone!....Back again. Christ. This is confusing.
Im quite light and sound sensitive still. One of the side effects - hearing all sounds a semitone lower - has definitely occured. Everything sounds different. The earache has noticeably decreased. So has the jaw and temple, though its not gone. The maxillery sinus is still hurting, but I am suffering an infection in there, so maybe im asking too much. Because the tooth root goes into maxillery sinus, ol throbber is giving me some grief too.
But, I would have to say, tentativly, it is working.
As for what its going to do to my aura, I just dont know. I think I might lay myself out on the floor in front of the altar with some music therapy and pop the hood. See whats going on under there.
I have to say, Im mighty cranky. That may however be PMS/PMT whatever the hell we are supposed to call it now. I screamed at Teshan this morning - it unexpectedly got hot, and she wont let me take her rug off. All the boys stood stock still for me, then ran around, "yay, yay! We got our rugs off!" Teshan hightailed it and stood on the back hill chanting, "nernerner ner, you evil human, cant catch me!" I screamed, "have fun dehydrating, you stupid bitch!" and did a little hate dance on the way back to the house. My neighbors must be so entertained.
I wont let her dehydrate, dont be silly. I just came in to let both of us calm down and when I go back out she'll be begging me to take it off, meek as a lamb.
Then I'll do a little music mediatation, and try and work out if the medication is working or not.
And if its not our job to bring spirituality to those people, then just what is the point? Those that flock to psychics are not, usually, on a quest for knowledge. They just want to know one thing - where is my soul mate? I swear, Im ready. You have to make them appear. Come on sorceress, prove it to me!
Whereas the sceptics, they have great gaping holes inside them begging to be filled, but they refuse to admit it. So, when you demonstrate your EMP working on the EMP of something else, they go - "WOW! Show me how to do that" And thus, I do. Its why Im here. All oogy boogy 'psychic' talents are in fact latent in all human beings. They can be awoken at any time, for any reason. It just requires a bit of focus, and there ya are, you're a psychic/telepath/telekinetic/ medium.....Whichever you'd like to focus on will become the strongest.
Some of us....And one in particular who is an orbler here.....Just know this. And we have brought our knowledge from the ether and maintained our connection within it. Hence, we can connect to all of these talents, using one or more at a time. I think its obvious I use my ether connection primarily for beast talking. Its been my wish for so long to talk to animals, and now I do so with such ease. Its the talent Ive developed the most, by far. I've found I dont like poking around in human heads much anyway - quite boring compared to Bink.
In defining the edges of my EMP, raising a protective circle, and learning how to extend and contract my energy field, Ive become quite enamored with 'finding the centre'. As soon as you speak the word 'aura' then you are going to get a lot of New Age babble about 'finding your centre'. Its a juxtaposition. Your centre is your core - it is a place deep inside your body, roughly behind the solar plexis and usually shaped (to the psychic eye) like a sphere or cylindar. Even though the EMP is transmitted by every electrical impulse in every nerve, when you finally learn to visualize the entirety of your aura as a sphere around your body, this 'centre' is its core.
My centre has always been slightly offset, meaning that I percieve it too far forward in my visualization. This means the whole sphere ends up too far forward. The 'back' of the circle is too close to me. I actually percieve and visualize it just outside my body, almost resting on the skin of my belly. This is just a perception - of course the centre is always within me - but it means when I extend or concentrate my aura, my visualization is leading it just slightly off kilter. And this kind of work is all about perception and visualization.
Yesterday, when I read about carbamezapine, my new medication, my first thought was what it was going to do to my aura. It is a drug that confuses the nerve firings. The nerves are funny things. Its what I call the Matrix principle. The nerve, because of its nature, can give the brain any signal it likes. Pain, pleasure, cold, hot....And the brain has to believe it. It has no choice. Thats why nerve disorders are so funky. They differ in everyone. And basically, my trigeminal nerve got damaged, held together for as long as it could, then started sending constant pain messages to the brain. Because a nerve cant be replaced (though it can repair to a certain extent) its messages after being damaged will always be confused.
Is this why my spells and mediatations keep screwing up? Hmm....
So. I started taking this shit that messes up the nerve firing. Starts getting them to send another kind of message, any kind of message but pain.
Its all fluctuating. I suppose I cant expect more than that on the first day. I keep going to say - the pains gone! But its not, its there again...No wait! Gone!....Back again. Christ. This is confusing.
Im quite light and sound sensitive still. One of the side effects - hearing all sounds a semitone lower - has definitely occured. Everything sounds different. The earache has noticeably decreased. So has the jaw and temple, though its not gone. The maxillery sinus is still hurting, but I am suffering an infection in there, so maybe im asking too much. Because the tooth root goes into maxillery sinus, ol throbber is giving me some grief too.
But, I would have to say, tentativly, it is working.
As for what its going to do to my aura, I just dont know. I think I might lay myself out on the floor in front of the altar with some music therapy and pop the hood. See whats going on under there.
I have to say, Im mighty cranky. That may however be PMS/PMT whatever the hell we are supposed to call it now. I screamed at Teshan this morning - it unexpectedly got hot, and she wont let me take her rug off. All the boys stood stock still for me, then ran around, "yay, yay! We got our rugs off!" Teshan hightailed it and stood on the back hill chanting, "nernerner ner, you evil human, cant catch me!" I screamed, "have fun dehydrating, you stupid bitch!" and did a little hate dance on the way back to the house. My neighbors must be so entertained.
I wont let her dehydrate, dont be silly. I just came in to let both of us calm down and when I go back out she'll be begging me to take it off, meek as a lamb.
Then I'll do a little music mediatation, and try and work out if the medication is working or not.
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Comment by Teresa Ralton
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You are absolutely right about referring to the aura in more scientific terms to get acceptance for its actuality.
A lot of research has been done into our energy and thought fields, even by people with scientific backgrounds. I have learned and practiced a couple of diffferent energy healing methods - concentrating on the chakras and the aura. Your description of your centre being offset sounds to me like an imbalance, caused by illness. I saw your last post about being ill. Imbalance always begins in the etheric and emotional bodies. The physical body is where it manifests. If you work on cleansing and healing your aura and chakras you will find that those physical symptoms will diminish.
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
Great to chat to a like minded person! Its my greatest dream that mathematics, science and spirituality will all join hands some day. They are all fundamentally connected, and we are just beginning to see that.
The centre has been offset forever - I first started meditating at about 14. However, the head injury that caused my illness was 13 or younger. So you may be right, however, I do believe it can work both ways. I believe utterly that things like cancer always start in the ether before they begin to eat the physical,but, this is a damaged nerve from head trauma. I fully recognize that spiritually, I have barriers that prevent me from being whole. I do believe in this case, its the damaged nerve that has been throwing me out.
After a little music meditation and bread baking - which I consider a form of meditation - My body tells me the medication is working, so it is the nerve. I have been neglecting my aura and chakra balancing because I could never focus due to the pain - its like my EMP was literally breaking up from my head down. But now, Ive got a diagnosis, a reason, and a path to getting better.
Comment by Teresa Ralton
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You are right about it working both ways. The group that I learned 'Pranic Healing' with say that there are a few diseases - cancer is one - that are 'karmic'. However, all physical symptoms are mirrored in the aura and can be felt in the aura first. I have had a couple of profound experiences with this myself. One, was that I was told to have a brain scan. Now, even though I believed in the veracity of this method, I just ignored the advice. I thought the person doing the healing must have got it wrong. A couple of years later I was diagnosed with a large cerebral aneurysm and I had to have head surgery! It is amazing when you can actually get into the state to feel another person's aura and some people have more natural sensitivity to it. It sounds like you are one of these people. If there is an injury it will be felt, literally, like a kind of softness in the solidity of the aura - or a bulging out. The energy leaks out of this and the injury will heal much faster if you work on the strengthening the aura too. The results are sometimes amazing. When my father was dying of cancer, I gave him a couple of healings which relieved his pain and discomfort. It was clearly not possible to return him to good health. His aura felt like jelly.
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
I really love a good converse on this topic, so thankyou so much for your thoughtful words.
I'm in demand with all my friends and family - my mum has nerve damage in her arm and a slipped disc that will never heal, and I use a combination of massage and aura balancing to relieve her pain. She needs to accept her age - 60 - and embrace it rather than fighting it before we can really make progress. She doesnt want to get old. But I tell her, I can only do so much until she starts to work with me.
One of my mates is hunched forward, like me, years of carrying a heavy backpack. I do stretches and conciously push my shoulders back and work on my spine, she does none of that, just comes to me for pain relief. Same as mum - I tell her I need her help to heal it completely.
And worst off, is my friend that was in training to be a jockey. She came off and was in a coma for over 3 days. Aside from other injuries, they tell her from the damage she sustained its like her head was almost wrenched clean off. She always wants to know - why do I do more for her pain than her physio? Because Im working on the energy field as well as the muscles. She's in constant pain. I told her her body is angry with her - not only did she allow the injury to occur, she sends constant messages to it to 'get over it' and just 'get better' so her nervous system is resisting her. I recommended some meditation to talk to her body and come to grips with the injury, as it may never heal, but she can work towards being pain free, if she stops fighting her body and starts working with it instead. She resisted that idea, so she's still in pain. I reset it, and she's pain free, but within a week she's back again crying 'fix it fix it' because she pushed it too hard.
In my case, I kept trying to fix it from the energy side, and I felt I was being blocked. I started to feel helpless as they diagnosed me with all kinds of mental illness, the pain got worse to a point I couldnt focus. Even if my aura from the head down was ok, everything around my head was like a screaming mess. Now I know where to focus, and the new meds are really helping. I have a really good doctor, so I should be able to combine everything to get into a very healthy state. Hopefully!
One thing that bugs me is everyone comes to me for a massage - but whose going to do me? I need another me to do my neck and shoulders, the one place I cant reach myself! Im trying to teach my man, he's doing ok, but he's not me!
Wow hun - cerebral anyeuisim! You are so lucky to be here and healthy! I thought I was going to need surgery and it scared the hell outta me - you are so brave.
Comment by Teresa Ralton
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I really do consider myself blessed to have survived intact and healed well. Only a section of my hair(presumably because my scalp was peeled back!) has grown back at about 1/4 of the rate of the rest of my hair but a couple more moths and I'll be good. But, poor you! It is hard to take on that load from other people. I've heard that a lot of healing practitioners suffer burnout and that is one of the reasons it happens. Do you have a routine to rid yourself of the negative energies? People really do have to learn to be kind to themselves.
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
You really are lucky, you've done so well, and I consider it to be direct proof that working on the energy field is essential to overall health.
I push myself extremely hard, I know and recognise that. I can never do enough. So being ill has been especially hard, still, I've tried not get angry with my body.
My energy seems to be endless, I call myself a 'constant input output transmitter' because my aura is always firing at over 100%. If I feel drained, it comes back up within minutes. If I really do too much - like physically exhausting myself as well as spiritually exhausting myself - then I need lots of sugar, very strong sweet tea and cake is good, sleep, time alone listening to music, or a bath. Theres something about soaking in the tub with music playing that always makes me feel energized and peaceful all at once.
However, even if I am totally exhausted and I need more - like I find an injured animal - back it comes. It makes me wonder - if I've had so much to give over the last few years, what could I have done if I wasnt suffering nerve damage?
My mum wants me to do a massage course so I could do it full time, but I strongly resist using any of my talents full time. I tried to be a full time psychic years ago and it really didnt work out. Only 1 in 10 people seem to understand how it works, and I got so frustrated.
Comment by The Rusty Can
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It's great to hear that the medication is working. Hope the pain will go away for good!
How lucky are your family and friends to have your healing hands! I can understand why your mum would want you to take a course, but I guess it ain't worth it if it's going to be that frustrating.
Hope you're seeing more signs of improvement today!
Take care~
Rusty
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
Its hard, because my period is throwing my whole body out. I have ovarian cysts so Im in pain for a different reason right now. And tired. Sigh. And I cant take anything for it!
It is amazing to feel that my ear and temple dont hurt...And as soon as I started the new meds, my sinus infection just disappeared. So I think it is the nerve, but nerves are such funny things.
I hope it goes away too mate. I havnt wanted to trust it, yesterday I just burst out laughing walking down the street - I cant remember feeling this good, like, ever!
Yeah, I dont think I could heal full time, its hard enough convincing my friends that I need their help, the body is the only thing you truly own on earth, its a personal responsability to look after it, I cant do it all, most people think I should.
Thanks for caring buddy. *hugs*