For cute kitten pics - Add one duck
November 13th 2008 02:27
Forgive my ranting of late. I get emotional. Yes all you sexist pigs, I have the curse right now, and it burns a bit extra just because I thought I was pregnant...And I wanted to be. So I felt a bit cheated, a bit hurt. I was late, and I got scared, I bought the pregnancy test, and I got excited.....And then the day I was going to take the test, I got my period and surprised the hell out of myself by bawling my eyes out. I didnt realize how much I wanted to be pregnant, because its a new emotion for me. Ive never wanted to be pregnant before, so its all new. Its not like we were trying or anything, but for most of the month we use the rhythym method anyway - not for religious purposes, for pleasure purposes - and after being secure for 7 years we are not a young dumb couple that would break up at the first whiff of a child. We would rejoice, and so would our families. So for about the last 6 months contraception has dwindled and we have just...Not cared. Either way. Really, I knew I wasnt pregnant, I felt no life, no soul, within me, but I can be wrong...I often am, and she'd be so small...So I thought maybe, maybe.....And then yesterday when I got the big resounding NO I was a bit crushed. So I ranted and raved and got angry and gave in to my PMS. Forgive me. This feeling is enough to take a needle to every condom in the house.
These pics are fresh from this morning, I couldnt get them to do any cute stuff until I let their 'Daddy' in....Wist adores his children. Still thinks Zenith is his wife...Talli is jealous...
Lack of money and no job prospects are getting to me....See, I thought, "AHA! I know why no job has appeared, Ive got a different job altogether!" But Im not a mommy yet.....So Im wondering, why the delay? As for my 'Strike' action yesterday, that didnt last long. The local paper advertised an orphan foal. Did I ignore it? Hell No. Just watch me dig this pit even deeper...Oh Lord...
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Comment by katyzzz
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I'm really sorry about the pregnancy, next time use the rhythm method to GET pregnant, the sooner the better and then I'll have some more pics to love.
I just love the duck who thinks he's a cat, species identification gives trouble to a variety of animals and birds, a bit like gender identification for us. But best I not go down that track, get thee behind me, wicked sense of humour, be thou ever so droll.
Just one little kitten and I'm undone, let alone a number of kittens a duck and a would be pregnant mum.
Love to Kman, do tell him to just get on with it and do his stuff, that's what life is all about to my and Darwin's way of thinking.
Have you offered Kman an apple. Watch out for that snake. Don't worry darling there's worse to come, that's life, been there, done that and still am, Praise the Lord.
Comment by Lady Henrietta Muddling
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This is what life is about. Our lives. Not the life of Sarah Palin. (Which is why I write about her a lot. I don't have pets. Mea Culpa? Na, very few people are interested in the ordinary little things of daily life. There's obviously something wrong with me).
Although, I do like the look of that duck. And it's turned me off moose.
These are the types of posts I enjoy reading most.
The pics are great.
I'm not into cat. I tried KFC once. Didn't like it.
Venting to chill is a good way to blog. As long as the venting is not about blogging itself.
I had a laugh about you trying the rhythm method for non-religious purposes. I thought the Billings method had superceded the rhythm method.
This made me laugh:
Catholic guilt never goes away. Even for non Catholics?
I say blog about what you want to blog about. As long as it's not blogging itself.
The more you blog about the journey towards having a baby or babies, or not having a baby, the more interesting the blog becomes because it's about reality. The reality of your life. And that's the most interesting subject of blogging. People's lives. Not people blogging about other people's lives.
Now if you'll excuse me. I haven't finished my latest Sarah Palin blog.
Comment by Kleonaptra
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Kman doesnt know how I feel...I have been so anti baby and 'the earth is overpopulated' that Im sure he would have a heart attack to know Ive flipped sides...And so fast! I tried to tell him and the words got stuck because we are so broke....Its not really a good time for it.
Im not sure Wist thinks he's a cat...He just thinks he's Wist. He's also in love with the mynah bird. They flirt all the time. If she lays eggs I'll have kittens!
Now that the sense of humour is defined its all good....Funny, apples are the only fruit I can bear to eat, and I love snakes....Amen
My Dear David...
Oh Lord. So right there.
Billings method? Never heard of it. Im sure its going to be hilarious when you explain it....Rhythm just kind of happened by accident, 'on these precious few days honey, you dont have to wear a rubber' and then, well....You stop caring. I actually astonished myself - I should have felt that usual, expected, deep breathing relief...And instead I was crying. Im like "Hey, stop it, why are you crying? Cos I thought I was having a BABEEE!!!" Kmans wanted kids forever. I was so excited to say those three words - "I DID IT"
Now I say Im ready watch him backpedal and go on the male pill.
And yeah, time to get back in my box and write what I want. If you're going to write about Palin, post up that hot pic of her in the stars and stripes bikini with the gun. I love chicks with guns. Kman tells me its not really her body, but I forgive her.
Comment by Ash
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Catching up with what`s happening in Kleo`s world! Ah this feeling is terrible isn`t it??? There is something magical about thinking that you have another life beginning inside of you - maybe it`s something to do with our age and that clock that our mothers keep harping on about?
All in good time, all in good time!
The family looks like it`s expanding anyway - that ginger fluffball is gorgeous!
Ash
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
Missed you honey! *hug*
Everyone always picks him! His new mommy is lucky! Do you remember when Wist was just a ball of fuzz himself?
I do believe it is age...And that clock that I never believed in yet now is ticking with a definite ring...Not just that, but a secure and stunning partner whose DNA I actually want to replicate....Remember how I adore genetics! Making myself a genetic experiment now!
I actually screwed up the courage to tell him tonight, how I feel. He was delighted but said what I knew he would say...Money. We really do need more money, and space for the animals, or else it would be utter disaster. I couldnt sell any animals but Kman happily would to ensure the success of his offspring. So. Back to the same square. Again.
Comment by Lilla
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So sorry it wasnt positive. Plenty time yet and I think a woman shoudl never feel sorry for *giving into* PMS, it is as natural as a thunderstorm *chuckle* some more devestating than others. (Mother Nature is having a double whammy up here this month, thats for sure).
Short of cutting and pasting Davids rather excellent comment, I have to agree and nothing gives me more pleasure than to read about real people, not politicians and celebrities. The day you get pregnant will mean more to me than all Angelina and Nicoles pregnancies and adoptions put together... as will the adoption of your pony.
Oh Lord you make me laugh sometimes, too!
I love that little ginger boy, Katyzz is right, he is all boy alright *giggle*
thanks for sharing ...
Lilla ...
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
Thank God, when I called up about the orphan, no one answered. The voice on the answering machine was so young. I just wanted to give her some advice, like has she tried at the knackery or local studs, (its breeding season and we have a racetrack nearby, thoroughbreds often lose their foals, especially when the breeding is on an industrial scale) and failing all that, go to the produce shop and get some calf formula and use a garden hose to put it in the stomach. I would have gone out and done the first tube for her. They learn to drink out of a bucket quick smart once they learn the difference between doing it themselves and having a garden hose down your nose 6 times a day!
But we all know I would have ended up with it dont we?
Yes, Axis the Starman is everyones favourite....Pick of the litter many times over!
Its all falling apart here though, now that I havnt worked for a bit Im being accused of 'going crazy' and I think its very unfair. No panic attacks, no cutting, no over doses.....So where do they get off saying Im 'not coping'? Ive been to interviews every second day, and sent out my resume every other day. I dont know what else to do - I just havnt got a job yet. How bout some trust and faith from my inner circle? Jeez.
Comment by Lilla
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Can shifting the perspective change something here I wonder?
Some people just need to be told to butt out and zip it, if they cant be a part of the solution... dont they?
I am sorry to hear it has gotten so bad.
Hugs
Lilla
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
I confronted Kman and told him look, I dont care if you think Im over the edge again - you of all people should know the difference! He looked after me last time! He backed right off. And Mums gone quiet too. No one wants to risk a Kleo explosion...They're hell. And even worse when Im sane
I think its got to be an alignment of some kind, (need Wendi) because everyone around here is agressive and depressed right now, like our whole suburb. And the way the financial market has died, people are advertising (they need staff) but not hiring (cos they dont know if they can pay them) so its like a mega catch 22. I have faith. Something will happen. It always does. I suspect Zenith (momma cat) has been influencing it, she was malnourished and really needed help, but now the babies are weaned she should let me go to work...At least a few days a week?