She Wolf - Breaks
April 13th 2007 02:54
She Wolf is reknown for changing her mind
her will
at her will.
So tomorrow
may not mean anything to today
and today
means nothing in tomorrow
but....
This revelation....
She Wolf breaks her number one rule.
She Wolf contemplates.......
Litters.
Her own, that of others,
that of animals
Her own.
How beautiful her He Wolf -
see his long rangy stride,
see his shoulders strong and broad,
his coat furry and thick,
his eyes, sparkling, magic, gem pools.
Would our pup be.....
Short like me?
Tall, like he?
surely, it would be stubborn,
agressive,
hard headed,
Hot Headed!
Passionate.
It would wear our beauty well,
it would walk confidently in the world,
and with such magic in our eyes,
surely our pup would have,
eyes deep and fathomless,
a wizards cauldron of sea.
She Wolf is tired you see.
Tired of being the fore-runner,
tired of bearing the torch,
holding high the sacred flame,
she always believed -
none other shall bear the burden,
I shall not reproduce
Misery.
But perhaps....
Theres a chance....
a chance the pup would be....
Happy?
A chance to live a life,
different to She Wolf's,
with Great Grandma Snow
and Grandma Jane,
A great family to guide the way,
why -
There must be a chance, to write
these wrongs,
done unto She Wolf's heart,
perhaps....
I was selfish.
I was stubborn.
I took pride in being too different.
Perhaps....
I did not want
superior genetic material
making me feel inferior.
Perhaps....
they would do it better than I
my pups.
Leaving me to write and paint
and ride my stallion.
Not always feeling like....
Im in such a hurry
Must, Must,Must
Innovate, teach, be the best
do it NOW there is no time -
for I must come and go
leave no trace
like a blazing star
to come once and leave no trace.
Selfish.
She Wolf considers....Perhaps.
While the Gods scream in laughter
and triumph ripples,
along psychic planes
All reasoning brought to ruin
as She Wolf considers.....
The trap clicks shut.
her will
at her will.
So tomorrow
may not mean anything to today
and today
means nothing in tomorrow
but....
This revelation....
She Wolf breaks her number one rule.
She Wolf contemplates.......
Litters.
Her own, that of others,
that of animals
Her own.
How beautiful her He Wolf -
see his long rangy stride,
see his shoulders strong and broad,
his coat furry and thick,
his eyes, sparkling, magic, gem pools.
Would our pup be.....
Short like me?
Tall, like he?
surely, it would be stubborn,
agressive,
hard headed,
Hot Headed!
Passionate.
It would wear our beauty well,
it would walk confidently in the world,
and with such magic in our eyes,
surely our pup would have,
eyes deep and fathomless,
a wizards cauldron of sea.
She Wolf is tired you see.
Tired of being the fore-runner,
tired of bearing the torch,
holding high the sacred flame,
she always believed -
none other shall bear the burden,
I shall not reproduce
Misery.
But perhaps....
Theres a chance....
a chance the pup would be....
Happy?
A chance to live a life,
different to She Wolf's,
with Great Grandma Snow
and Grandma Jane,
A great family to guide the way,
why -
There must be a chance, to write
these wrongs,
done unto She Wolf's heart,
perhaps....
I was selfish.
I was stubborn.
I took pride in being too different.
Perhaps....
I did not want
superior genetic material
making me feel inferior.
Perhaps....
they would do it better than I
my pups.
Leaving me to write and paint
and ride my stallion.
Not always feeling like....
Im in such a hurry
Must, Must,Must
Innovate, teach, be the best
do it NOW there is no time -
for I must come and go
leave no trace
like a blazing star
to come once and leave no trace.
Selfish.
She Wolf considers....Perhaps.
While the Gods scream in laughter
and triumph ripples,
along psychic planes
All reasoning brought to ruin
as She Wolf considers.....
The trap clicks shut.
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Comment by katyzzz
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Back to basics, how many clicks make a dollar?
Feet on the ground, mind out of the clouds, too much thinking damages the brain, this opinion not based on any scientific or paranormal evidence, just be what ya gotta be, do what you gotta do, and think back where it all began, when people did not have so many choices, therefore nothing to blame themselves for.
Life, of itself, is a very precious gift - embrace it, I'm sure those pups will turn out just fine as is she wolf, it's just her hard judgment on herself that is the problem, think back to when it all started, that may give you the vital clue.
Agree? Disagree? both answers are correct, a bit like my art, perceive of it what you will.
Mrs. M's love and stuff in even more abundance.
katyzzz
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
Ive got to admit, I wasnt expecting so much 'angst' from you!
But I love it....Its great to see, fantastic comment and I thank you for it....
Love to you...
Comment by Wendi
Instead, they've raised me.
It is each generation's mission
to out-grow their parents.
This post makes me think of "My Little Girl", and how much healing came to me through my children.
I love my animals, I love men, I love human spirit... but nothing on earth compares to the love I have for my children.
I love this poem...
Bitter sweet...
Aware, yet indecisive.
Contemplative,
but not closed.
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
Comment by Wendi
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
And the clincher? I love him. I love him so much Im afraid to admit it because everytime I love someone completely they disappear on me. If I love him so much, I have to give him the one thing, the only thing, hes ever asked of me. Hes so beautiful...The only DNA Ive EVER seen worth replicating!
Guess Im just...A little....Clucky?
Comment by Wendi
I wasn't "ready" when I had my kids, that's for damned sure. I've made more than my share of mistakes, as have they... but my children are the greatest blessings life ever bestowed on me and I can't imagine life without them. They are my greatest treasures, my best friends, and my deepest loves.
Follow your heart and be true to you... that's all that can be expected of us in this life.
Not preaching, just reaching.
::hugs::
W
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
Comment by Lilla
From The Home Front
Enviro Warrior
Dream Herald
Esoteric Bookshop
...I loved this poem...I could connect to many of She Wolf's thoughts, musings, ideals... she is a progressive She Wolf, no doubts about it... for she knows that only the moment is important... but has begun to feel the stirrings of leaving something of herself behind... for when her moments are all done...
BEAUTIFUL...
Lilla ...
Comment by Ash
Flashes of memories
Perhaps it`s something to do with our age? I too have been feeling really 'clucky' recently... I used to wonder about having children myself.... about how I could screw up another person`s life.... it seems to come so naturally to some that it makes you wonder if it is all part and parcel of being a parent.... but then there are so many good ones out there....
I reckon She-Wolf would make the decision to stop the trend right there and then... the day the pup became a twinkle in the eye....
ash
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
Thankyou....You always touch me with your comments..
Ash,
Yeah, its exactly like that...Parents always find a way to hurt their kids and after my mums manipulations and my family being so bitchy I just didnt want to expose anyone to it, but Kmans family is so wonderful....Theres a good chance my pups would have a wonderful life! Its not like Im gonna rush out and get pregnant, but Im not against it either.