Define evil for me......Because Im having some trouble. Theres a lot of suggestive definitions being thrown around, and 'Evil' itself gets thrown around quite a lot.
The ancient definition of evil is -
"Anything that disrupts the way in which man wishes to live"
Now thats very conveniant isnt it? That sort of thinking was what led to witch hunts. Cos if Goody Goodwife Smith made biscuits without raisins, and "the way you like to live" included raisins, well FUCK! Burn the bitch at the stake!
But the modern definition of evil just seems to incude one thing - Killing people.
Example, in Buffy, Buffy says to Faith - "Until you went evil and started killing people" and Spike, also is considered 'good' when he no longer kills people. By choice that is - having the behaviour modification chip doesnt seem to count. He still likes to watch!
And last night, watching 'Revenge of the Sith' we got Aniken, he likes to wear black, he likes his dark broody expressions and he likes to question authority, all evil attributes. But no one even suspects he's romancing the dark side until he puts his light saber through some children.
I tell ya, the black robes tipped me off. I mean look at him next to Obe One, like you cant tell who the good guy is?
Im not a Star Wars fan so forgive my spelling mistakes.
Ive tried to be 'evil' in a lot of ways - coming out of catholic primary school into public high school I had a LOT of catching up to do. Of course they set on me like lions on a zebra. You've got to understand, thats just how life is. I was weak, they were strong, its what happens. But I quickly saw how it was going down and knew - KNEW - I had to get stronger to repel them. The day I got punched in the school yard Id had enough. The rage and humanity Id tried to hard to control throughout my religion classes I now nourished. I read every horror book I could get my hands on. I worked on my body language, intimidation techniques. I paired up with a very 'tough' imaged chick. Before long I had them running, just because I can move my eyes without moving the rest of my body. People seem to think its scary. I spoke other people's thoughts aloud and carried a witchcraft book under my arm and JEEZ did that ever have effect! If I see people from school on the street they shuffle away from my confident smile.
But now Im thinking, have they raised the bar? Im worried. Stealing, cheating, twisting peoples feelings and playing with their will seems to have been assimilated into society. With all this talk of 'balance' and 'walk in his shoes first' the most horrific of human personality traits are now considered normal, everyday. Certainly not evil. Maybe 'a bit over there' or 'towards the dark side' but not evil. Its all just circumstance. You cant judge.
Which mind you, IS great. Ive never been a fan of judgement cos I was always told God's going to do it anyway. Not that I think he has a right, I mean, its not like I asked his opinion is it?
And to be true, Ive never liked these mysterious definitions of 'good' and 'evil' and much preferred an analogy of balance where all people are what they are and that is, quite simply, ends of the scale.
BUT I need to define evil....You'll notice I left good entirely out of the loop, because Im not interested, but its just as confused as evil is, right now.
I define evil as 'Not Good' and thats about the best Ive got right now. Can anyone else define Evil? Or Good for that matter?