The Spiritual Entities (For Ash)
May 15th 2007 03:36
You should probably know by now, you're not going to get 'traditional definitions' on this blog. Oh, believe me, I know, the correct way to analyse or write about something is to give an accepted definition, and expand. But those 'traditional definitions'? They mean nothing to me. They have no bearing on the truth in my soul. I speak the truth from a place within me and I cannot change it or refer it to some conclusion someone else has made.
And I did not realize the dampening effect the previous house and its denizens had on me. Floodgates are opened - You are now being introduced to the real me. If its a bit full on, Im not surprised. Im used to that.
Before I lay out the spiritual entities and answer Ash's thoughtful questions on them, you're going to want to know HOW I know. I can give you a little background, chances are its not enough proof, but thats fine by me.
When I was very young I spoke to entities all the time. When my parents broke up and life changed I dont remember speaking to them much at all. It was years later, when my Mum got into a raging argument with the small towns Catholic priest in the main street and we stopped going to church that they got loud. Really loud. Constant whispers. Little visions. Mostly, it was FEEL.
Now, you'll get people that talk about 'seeing' things. Get this clear. I DO NOT SEE. It seems such a foriegn concept to me - I wonder if anyone actually does it. However, my mother has the gift of sight and can see things I can only feel(I use 'only' loosely). Another mate of mine also has the gift of sight, and both Mum and my mate have described in detail what they see.
The witchcraft/gothic thing was just BOOMING when I was about 14. At that age, you're spiritual energies go nuts thanks to hormones, so I was feeling all the time, everywhere. When someone looked up from 'witchcraft for beginners' to ask a question I was there to answer it. Suddenly I became 'spiritual advisor' and I was head priestess for channelings, rituals, seances and spells. Oh, the havoc I caused because I had talent and no discipline! I created a psychic link between us all(I swear, I didnt mean to!) and suddenly we were all dreaming the same dreams and communicating telepathically. I made some serious things happen. As usual, humans got scared and bolted back to the 'real world' for comfort. But I digress big time. This was my learning period, when things that started off as "WOW!" simply became a natural part of life.
First of all, I felt ghosts.
Mum had caught a 'Rider' when we stayed at Hyde Park Barricks(An old prison). A 'Rider' is a spiritual prescence, either ghostly or elemental, who attaches itself to a strong aura for attention and power.
Man, theres so much to explain, I just dont know where to start!
A 'ghost' is a spirit of a PERSON who has been alive - usually keeps the same human shape, clothing and personal aspects from when alive. A 'spirit' or 'elemental' is something far older. It may have been human once and now doesnt remember, or in some cases, never was.
So, Mum picks up and old convict named Tomas. She found him in the Barricks registry, and gave me a detailed description of his clothing. He hung around for some years.
At this stage in my life, I became particularly sensitive to changes of air pressure. If that tingling started in my ears, or one ear blocked, Id know a spirit was near. If accompanied by the scent of gardenias, both mum and I would call out hello to Grandma. If the scent of horses - Grandpa. This was a new thing for us to just talk to the spirits, but now its just life. Back then it was groundbreaking.
I could feel a definite presence around me full time. I knew what she looked like, I knew her name was Cass and that she was always there for me. It was a mystery until I questioned Mum about it. To my surprise she broke down in tears. Over the five years she had tried to have me there had been one conception before me. All the doctors and even dad just believed Mum had counted her cycle wrong and gotten her period, but at the time Mum had been hysterical - "Im miscarrying a baby girl" through sobs mum informed me she had known her, her daughter, named Cassandra. My unborn sister, never known to me, but never apart from me.
Let me explain how I sense these presences. Like I said, I do not see. Mum and my mate can both describe things with their eyes, but for me, it is truly as if I reached up and tore out my spiritual eyes so I might better FEEL. I wouldnt trade it for anything. Through the power of my aura and its sensitivity I can feel any presence within about a 10 acre radius. I use it to read people(but with their physical bodies to filter it they can be tricksy) and I can tell the size, shape and intent of any spiritual presence. I can feel if they are 'cloaking' themselves, and I can sense every living thing. Its like tuning a frequency - insects, animals, people, plants....Spirits. I can also feel the edges of my aura if I extend its edges or bring it in towards me - I find crowds uncomfortable as other auras crowd in on mine and I can sense everyones minds.....Its all just another frequency. For years I couldnt sense kids and babies, then my best friends had kids, and it was like Id found the station - suddenly their thoughts were coming in crystal clear.
Its all a remembering experience for me. I dont say learning because that part happened years ago. Its being born and growing up in the modern world and then rediscovering what you really know. Talking to ghosts and other spirits wasnt new, it was like uncovering and old talent, remembering how to use an old skill. So, Im constantly surprised, and constantly opening my mind. I didnt believe in gremlins until the last house.....
So, Mum and I can talk to ghosts and spirits. Simply because of our strong auras and because we choose to recognise the spiritual world, we attract and pick up 'riders'. Riders are defined as 'little spirits'. They may be ghosts or elementals, the one thing they have in common is insecurity. For whatever reason they are not maintaining themselves(or feel they are not) on the spiritual plane, and want a taste of the physical. So, they find someone with a strong aura and attach like a leech. Most people dont even notice them, drinking life from the edges of their aura. This we were used to. This was old news.
Gremlins. From the first day in the old house we all felt....Something. Kman has a highly developed spiritual sense but doesnt talk about it because in their family men are not trained in spiritual practices. It was about the third night, when things kept getting moved and turning up in strange places, that I pegged them. Out of the corner of my eye I kept seeing something small and dark....And I could hear....A wicked giggling?
"Gremlins!" I crowed, and Kman, with his Romanian heritage blood, smiled and answered, "But of course!" They loved him and rarely upset him, but Mum and I had hell. All of our 'helpfuls' (like Grandad and Cass) were fairly stumped. Lets see if I can do a proper definition -
Gremilins - Gremlins are small yet dense spiritual presences. The common movie and mythology has stemmed from years of folklore and strange happenings, and Kman has presented evidence of their existance in the 2nd world war. I believe they are original elemental spirits from Russia and neighboring countries, similar to wood sprites but hardened and influenced by environmental conditions. They create general havoc - they steal things and have them show up in strange places, they like to take things apart(eg door hinges) to give humans surprises. They love to upset you, and Gremlins are one of the very few spiritual presences that can take something to the otherworld and KEEP it! Why are they there? For their own amusement. They do not need to be here as some others do, they merely enjoy it. How did I know they were there? I could feel them, hear them. At one point I called them all into the loungeroom and I could not count the individuals, there were too many. Also interesting when I blamed them for things going wrong at the stables they were insulted - According to Kman(who had the highest level of communication, aka, no static in the frequency) the stable gremlins and the house gremlins were entirely different species.
Wood Sprites - Similar to gremlins in being small yet dense. By that I mean they are tiny, less than knee hieght, yet they have as much power in their small aura as a full grown human. Wood Sprites need wood, their auras resonate with trees and other wood and they are often the keepers of forests. They are tricksy and have mischievous qualities, but they are not mean as gremlins are. They dont cause pain for fun. They are capable of 'stealing' things permanently but usually do not, preferring to keep their energies for the trees they keep. What do they do? They love and protect their trees and the animals that live in them. They actually have routines and lives(unlike gremlins who just create chaos all the time). Where do they come from? European based, coming from the original earth, like gremlins they must have caught a boat over here. How do I know they are there? The first day we moved, I was unpacking the stable gear. On finishing, I began to walk up to the house, chatting amicably about what we do, things we plant, animals we love....And realized I was talking to a wood sprite! I could tell his size, his personality, he was just introducing himself, and as naturally as breathing I was answering him! I said, "So, is it just you guys here? No gremlins?" "Goodness no!" He replied. "Its just us here, looking after our trees.....Oh, and him. Look after him will you?" and indicated the house. "aah, yes" I answered, having felt the spirit in the house. Hes a little shy, and been cloaking. I think its a ghost.
Oh, excuse me, funny how people get loud when your talking about them. It is a ghost named Brian. Pleased to meet you! Oh, and I must say, he did introduce himself on the first day. He was loud but polite, and by that I mean the air pressure in the room changed so fast, one ear blocked up, but it didnt hurt. Thats my measure of polite spirits.
Elementals - An elemental has been given this name because they resemble elements. That does not mean they REPRESENT them. Yes, Earth Air Fire and Water have their spirits that take on their properties, but when I say elemental I dont mean a fire spirit or water spirit. I mean a spiritual entity that does NOT take on a human shape. Their auras merely resemble clouds or spheres. Either they never were human or have forgotten they once were. That distinction is extremely important. Who are they? Themselves. What are they? Concentrations of energy that still follow an individual thought pattern. This is where the distinction comes in - a fire spirit only follows fire. An elemental has its own thought process and personality, even though it does not choose a human shape. How do I know they are there? They are like flashing neon - impossible to ignore. I feel the size of their aura, usually huge, bigger than a person when fully projected, as they have evolved beyond the need to concentrate their energy into one shape. What do they do? Hang around, try to get you to notice them. Sometimes they do things for you, find your car keys, turn lights green, make it rain. Sometimes they will do nasty things too. Why are they there? Because they are stuck. They are caught on earth (usually by their own choice) and they still want a part of our world. If they were once human, they try to regain lost life. If never human, they want a taste of it. They love to find people who can hear them, and just be part of their lives. Where do they come from? Everywhere and no where.
Well, as usual Ive tried to write something formally and with plenty of easy to read information and just ended up rambling on. Most people will assume Im making it up, telling stories, or crazy. All thats fine by me. Its nothing new. This is for Ash....Ask as many questions as you like!
But always remember - these are facts to me. This is my life. It is a perfectly normal occurance for Mum, Kman or myself to suddenly say "spirit here, one of yours?" or suddenly interrupt a conversation to say "Yes, I KNOW grandad but its not your day, its my day, and besides, Shakir doesnt do well on whole grain diets" all the spirits and animals get in on our conversations. Influence our decesions. Its the life we love and we wouldnt trade it for anything.
And I did not realize the dampening effect the previous house and its denizens had on me. Floodgates are opened - You are now being introduced to the real me. If its a bit full on, Im not surprised. Im used to that.
Before I lay out the spiritual entities and answer Ash's thoughtful questions on them, you're going to want to know HOW I know. I can give you a little background, chances are its not enough proof, but thats fine by me.
When I was very young I spoke to entities all the time. When my parents broke up and life changed I dont remember speaking to them much at all. It was years later, when my Mum got into a raging argument with the small towns Catholic priest in the main street and we stopped going to church that they got loud. Really loud. Constant whispers. Little visions. Mostly, it was FEEL.
Now, you'll get people that talk about 'seeing' things. Get this clear. I DO NOT SEE. It seems such a foriegn concept to me - I wonder if anyone actually does it. However, my mother has the gift of sight and can see things I can only feel(I use 'only' loosely). Another mate of mine also has the gift of sight, and both Mum and my mate have described in detail what they see.
The witchcraft/gothic thing was just BOOMING when I was about 14. At that age, you're spiritual energies go nuts thanks to hormones, so I was feeling all the time, everywhere. When someone looked up from 'witchcraft for beginners' to ask a question I was there to answer it. Suddenly I became 'spiritual advisor' and I was head priestess for channelings, rituals, seances and spells. Oh, the havoc I caused because I had talent and no discipline! I created a psychic link between us all(I swear, I didnt mean to!) and suddenly we were all dreaming the same dreams and communicating telepathically. I made some serious things happen. As usual, humans got scared and bolted back to the 'real world' for comfort. But I digress big time. This was my learning period, when things that started off as "WOW!" simply became a natural part of life.
First of all, I felt ghosts.
Mum had caught a 'Rider' when we stayed at Hyde Park Barricks(An old prison). A 'Rider' is a spiritual prescence, either ghostly or elemental, who attaches itself to a strong aura for attention and power.
Man, theres so much to explain, I just dont know where to start!
A 'ghost' is a spirit of a PERSON who has been alive - usually keeps the same human shape, clothing and personal aspects from when alive. A 'spirit' or 'elemental' is something far older. It may have been human once and now doesnt remember, or in some cases, never was.
So, Mum picks up and old convict named Tomas. She found him in the Barricks registry, and gave me a detailed description of his clothing. He hung around for some years.
At this stage in my life, I became particularly sensitive to changes of air pressure. If that tingling started in my ears, or one ear blocked, Id know a spirit was near. If accompanied by the scent of gardenias, both mum and I would call out hello to Grandma. If the scent of horses - Grandpa. This was a new thing for us to just talk to the spirits, but now its just life. Back then it was groundbreaking.
I could feel a definite presence around me full time. I knew what she looked like, I knew her name was Cass and that she was always there for me. It was a mystery until I questioned Mum about it. To my surprise she broke down in tears. Over the five years she had tried to have me there had been one conception before me. All the doctors and even dad just believed Mum had counted her cycle wrong and gotten her period, but at the time Mum had been hysterical - "Im miscarrying a baby girl" through sobs mum informed me she had known her, her daughter, named Cassandra. My unborn sister, never known to me, but never apart from me.
Let me explain how I sense these presences. Like I said, I do not see. Mum and my mate can both describe things with their eyes, but for me, it is truly as if I reached up and tore out my spiritual eyes so I might better FEEL. I wouldnt trade it for anything. Through the power of my aura and its sensitivity I can feel any presence within about a 10 acre radius. I use it to read people(but with their physical bodies to filter it they can be tricksy) and I can tell the size, shape and intent of any spiritual presence. I can feel if they are 'cloaking' themselves, and I can sense every living thing. Its like tuning a frequency - insects, animals, people, plants....Spirits. I can also feel the edges of my aura if I extend its edges or bring it in towards me - I find crowds uncomfortable as other auras crowd in on mine and I can sense everyones minds.....Its all just another frequency. For years I couldnt sense kids and babies, then my best friends had kids, and it was like Id found the station - suddenly their thoughts were coming in crystal clear.
Its all a remembering experience for me. I dont say learning because that part happened years ago. Its being born and growing up in the modern world and then rediscovering what you really know. Talking to ghosts and other spirits wasnt new, it was like uncovering and old talent, remembering how to use an old skill. So, Im constantly surprised, and constantly opening my mind. I didnt believe in gremlins until the last house.....
So, Mum and I can talk to ghosts and spirits. Simply because of our strong auras and because we choose to recognise the spiritual world, we attract and pick up 'riders'. Riders are defined as 'little spirits'. They may be ghosts or elementals, the one thing they have in common is insecurity. For whatever reason they are not maintaining themselves(or feel they are not) on the spiritual plane, and want a taste of the physical. So, they find someone with a strong aura and attach like a leech. Most people dont even notice them, drinking life from the edges of their aura. This we were used to. This was old news.
Gremlins. From the first day in the old house we all felt....Something. Kman has a highly developed spiritual sense but doesnt talk about it because in their family men are not trained in spiritual practices. It was about the third night, when things kept getting moved and turning up in strange places, that I pegged them. Out of the corner of my eye I kept seeing something small and dark....And I could hear....A wicked giggling?
"Gremlins!" I crowed, and Kman, with his Romanian heritage blood, smiled and answered, "But of course!" They loved him and rarely upset him, but Mum and I had hell. All of our 'helpfuls' (like Grandad and Cass) were fairly stumped. Lets see if I can do a proper definition -
Gremilins - Gremlins are small yet dense spiritual presences. The common movie and mythology has stemmed from years of folklore and strange happenings, and Kman has presented evidence of their existance in the 2nd world war. I believe they are original elemental spirits from Russia and neighboring countries, similar to wood sprites but hardened and influenced by environmental conditions. They create general havoc - they steal things and have them show up in strange places, they like to take things apart(eg door hinges) to give humans surprises. They love to upset you, and Gremlins are one of the very few spiritual presences that can take something to the otherworld and KEEP it! Why are they there? For their own amusement. They do not need to be here as some others do, they merely enjoy it. How did I know they were there? I could feel them, hear them. At one point I called them all into the loungeroom and I could not count the individuals, there were too many. Also interesting when I blamed them for things going wrong at the stables they were insulted - According to Kman(who had the highest level of communication, aka, no static in the frequency) the stable gremlins and the house gremlins were entirely different species.
Wood Sprites - Similar to gremlins in being small yet dense. By that I mean they are tiny, less than knee hieght, yet they have as much power in their small aura as a full grown human. Wood Sprites need wood, their auras resonate with trees and other wood and they are often the keepers of forests. They are tricksy and have mischievous qualities, but they are not mean as gremlins are. They dont cause pain for fun. They are capable of 'stealing' things permanently but usually do not, preferring to keep their energies for the trees they keep. What do they do? They love and protect their trees and the animals that live in them. They actually have routines and lives(unlike gremlins who just create chaos all the time). Where do they come from? European based, coming from the original earth, like gremlins they must have caught a boat over here. How do I know they are there? The first day we moved, I was unpacking the stable gear. On finishing, I began to walk up to the house, chatting amicably about what we do, things we plant, animals we love....And realized I was talking to a wood sprite! I could tell his size, his personality, he was just introducing himself, and as naturally as breathing I was answering him! I said, "So, is it just you guys here? No gremlins?" "Goodness no!" He replied. "Its just us here, looking after our trees.....Oh, and him. Look after him will you?" and indicated the house. "aah, yes" I answered, having felt the spirit in the house. Hes a little shy, and been cloaking. I think its a ghost.
Oh, excuse me, funny how people get loud when your talking about them. It is a ghost named Brian. Pleased to meet you! Oh, and I must say, he did introduce himself on the first day. He was loud but polite, and by that I mean the air pressure in the room changed so fast, one ear blocked up, but it didnt hurt. Thats my measure of polite spirits.
Elementals - An elemental has been given this name because they resemble elements. That does not mean they REPRESENT them. Yes, Earth Air Fire and Water have their spirits that take on their properties, but when I say elemental I dont mean a fire spirit or water spirit. I mean a spiritual entity that does NOT take on a human shape. Their auras merely resemble clouds or spheres. Either they never were human or have forgotten they once were. That distinction is extremely important. Who are they? Themselves. What are they? Concentrations of energy that still follow an individual thought pattern. This is where the distinction comes in - a fire spirit only follows fire. An elemental has its own thought process and personality, even though it does not choose a human shape. How do I know they are there? They are like flashing neon - impossible to ignore. I feel the size of their aura, usually huge, bigger than a person when fully projected, as they have evolved beyond the need to concentrate their energy into one shape. What do they do? Hang around, try to get you to notice them. Sometimes they do things for you, find your car keys, turn lights green, make it rain. Sometimes they will do nasty things too. Why are they there? Because they are stuck. They are caught on earth (usually by their own choice) and they still want a part of our world. If they were once human, they try to regain lost life. If never human, they want a taste of it. They love to find people who can hear them, and just be part of their lives. Where do they come from? Everywhere and no where.
Well, as usual Ive tried to write something formally and with plenty of easy to read information and just ended up rambling on. Most people will assume Im making it up, telling stories, or crazy. All thats fine by me. Its nothing new. This is for Ash....Ask as many questions as you like!
But always remember - these are facts to me. This is my life. It is a perfectly normal occurance for Mum, Kman or myself to suddenly say "spirit here, one of yours?" or suddenly interrupt a conversation to say "Yes, I KNOW grandad but its not your day, its my day, and besides, Shakir doesnt do well on whole grain diets" all the spirits and animals get in on our conversations. Influence our decesions. Its the life we love and we wouldnt trade it for anything.
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Comment by Ash
Australian Traveller
Flashes of memories
Between you, Wendi and Lilla I am grasping onto concepts that I have always imagined have been there but never explored... I can tell from a few sentences here that you understand this... people not believing.
This is all so intriguing and I wonder how you get a moments silence with all of this around! I wonder if I really understand silence because I have no knowledge of all of this.... but always feel so natural when in natural surroundings... the calmness and peace (although I was walking through a wooded area a couple of months ago and felt really, really uneasy, even though I could hear the chatter of children nearby and cars driving on the roads. It was only a couple of days later I found out that the night before a young man had hung himself in there. I was really chilled by that experience.)
Anyways thank you for all this information. I am going to read it again tonight to let it all soak in.
I realise you say that these are European based in their origins and travelled to where they are found now.... perhaps they are different? hmmmmm I will have to go back to the depths and scratch around for some info as a comparison.
I have so many questions and I am forgetting them... so now I`m just rambling! I will have a good read and process this evening and return with a little more structured and coherent reply later.
thanks K this has been an interesting journey. I have enjoyed the introduction and now, more than ever, look forward to finding out more.
returning soon....
ash
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
Im used to people not believing, but far worse is someone that wants to learn about it so they can believe a certain thing. You cant tell those people it doesnt work the way you want it to - it has facts and rules just like the real world.
(hehe from my new computer room Im watching Magnus eat a tree)
I can only relate my experiences and I try to get it out there as honestly and with as much detail and reality as I can. I realize to some people the idea of my dead Granfather or unborn sister participating in a conversation is just crazy. However if all three of us are having a conversation, we all hear the voice interupting!
Its so hard, because for years we've made STORIES about this stuff, stories based on truth, so when your describing how it actually is its like the stories but not exactly like.
You certainly have your own talent. You should learn to concentrate your aura, dont worry, its not as hard as it sounds, I bet it would be too easy to you! Its amazing the experiences you describe.
Bloodline is a tricky one. Someone with no knowledge of their bloodline can be extremely powerful because of that or in spite of it. Someone can be born into a family with no spiritual awareness at all and yet be the first to see ghosts. Since I dont know who my father is thats lost to me, but I feel a strong link through Mums side back to England where the Priestesses of Avalon are thought to have taken the Sidhe fey into their ranks. Id like to believe Im a decendant of the Shining Ones, since the principles of those priestesses resonate so strongly within me. The descriptions of their daily lives and rituals and such. They feel familiar.
Kmans blood is interesting. Hes Australian, and his mother was born in England, and Grandma Snow was born in Romania as a wandering Gypsy. She can plot the track on a map to show you how they got to England, then migrated here. She makes sure they all know where they are from and the strength of their family line(something I do not have) Gypsies have their own powers and rules for it(eg, not teaching men) and a lot of the entities found in those countries are only sensitive to their particular kind of magic. Kman simply had 'no static on the line' when talking to gremlins, where I had trouble 'tuning in'. Thats evidence enough for me that theyre from the same country!
I wish I had been there for those classes! The whole subject fascinates me, particularly with an African slant. Some of the most powerful magics and energies are formed and used there, due to the movement of animals(should be tribes too, the energy fragments when humans resist) and the severity of the seasons. They have kept their traditions true for so long and constant ritual breeds unbelievable power. Ive always been fascinated by voodoo and shamanisim. I suppose you could say every country has its own energy, its own FLAVOUR, and people born within it take on the aspects of it.
For people like you and me, who dont know their heritage, there literally is no limitations. The only barriers you have are the ones you create. If you discover your entire lineage, you can then be constrained by its rules. Not knowing, and having and accepting power, there is no limit to the skills you can acquire.
So yep, I believe that people from different countries have different sensitivities to different beings. In Korea, I sensed something, but it wouldnt speak to me.
I say 'european' because thats how they FEEL to me. It may just be that my blood is from there and thus reads them that way, they could very well be an Auzzie version but to my knowledge the only thing Australia has is animal spirits, totems, mostly found in the deserts(which is the REAL Australia anyway) and any part of Australia that seems european is colonized by european spirits! I know thats where they are originally from, perhaps they truly call this their home now.
And never forget Australia is ruled by the Rainbow Snake. The country may have been colonized, but it is not CONQUERED. The Rainbow Snake is still free.
Phew! I dont mind a good ramble on this subject!
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Comment by Wendi
I could see you with an entire category dedicated to "Seeing Things", in which you go into more detail about each of these various creatures. I'd love to learn more.
Have you ever read Edain McCoy's Witch's Guide to Faery Folk?
I'd love a regular feature like that where I can learn more about specific elementals and entities... and who better to learn from than one who is gifted? *winks*
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
So glad you stopped by! Yes, I do believe in reincarnation, I actually remember quite a few past lives. My most recent was shared with my Mum and she and I have talked at length on where we lived, what we wore, etc. We have found hard evidence that we are not just imagining things. We also know in that life we were cousins, not mother and daughter.
Wendi,
No, I havnt read it, thanks for the recommendation! Id actually love to do more on the subject but I tend to get lost in it and ramble rather than lay it out how Id like! Im changing to a domain blog so things will be a bit crazy today.
And why does a gifted person need another *hugs*
Comment by Ash
Australian Traveller
Flashes of memories
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
Comment by Ash
Australian Traveller
Flashes of memories
I just find it better to get a starting point from people who know what they are talking about before I get swallowed up in a load of information that I have no clue on where to begin with and you definitely.
Plus I love the way that you talk from your experiences. It helps me to visualise and to understand things rather than just sifting through information from sources that I have no clue on.
Sorry K I didn`t mean to discount all the work you went to in this post...
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
Its a disppiontment I have in myself personally. All my well thought out ideas just get spewed here on Orble and Im very disappionted in myself....Because once my essays were DA BOMB....Man, I had it down, analysis, theory and example. I memorized about 10 pages of quotes from Macbeth, Brave new world, Utopia, 1984...etc. Now its like Im rebelling, I just cant do it any more!