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Kalikapsychosis - "Perfection is what its about. When you can feel, the perfection, of creation. The beauty of physics, the wonder of mathematics all the elation of action, and reaction, and that is the kind of perfection that I want to be connected to" - Sam, hooked into the data stream

If you dont watch anime, you will have no idea what Im talking about. You have been warned.

Id like to start off this post by saying that FMA Brotherhood has been the most enjoyable anime I have ever seen. Usually for me anime is visually spectacular with incredibly thought provoking concepts. FMA has indeed been that, but it also made a personal connection with me to the point where I immensely enjoyed every single second. We first came to the party only last year - We watched the first series, loosely based on the original manga, then went into coniptions at the ending of The conquerer of Shamballa as did 90% of the fans. Luckily for us, we didnt have to wait years to see the final and correct conclusion as FMA brotherhood was now released and waiting for us to discover it.

FMA is usually loosely described as a story of two brothers who attempt to bring their mother back from the dead. It seems provocative just on its own, but one glimpse at this anime and you know its going much deeper than that. Why attempt the impossible when they had a loving granny? Well, for starters, Edward just happens to be an alchemic genius, so believes it to be within his grasp, and really the reasoning behind this series is right there.

Edward Elric.



I could go on...And on...And on... But Im here to talk about the end. I hate endings I tell you, even if, as they say, its not really an ending, but a new beginning.

Our antagonist, Father, wants to be God. Why? Its not a human urge, its not driven by any of the typical human emotions, for the simple reason that Father is not human. Father wants to be on the mortal coil - he is removed from it, a being brought into life by artificial means. A science experiment. Once gaining a human form and effective immortality, the next logical step is to evolve - to God. This is the path humans follow in the great universal life cycle - dark to life, life to light. Father has no way of evolving in this way and all of his evil acts are in fact only natural to him. Father never acts maliciosly simply for the sake of it, all of his actions are driven by his goal.

In this, antagonist and protagonist are exactly the same. Edwards only goal is to restore his brother's body - he says, constantly that the goal is to 'get OUR bodies back' but its BS, watch only one episode and you can see its BS.

Edward is driven by guilt. He took the gifts he was given by nature - natural gifts and intelligence - and in his arrogance went against the flow of life. In the gate of Truth, he met his equal, he knew what he had done wrong. He knew he could not go against the flow of life. But when he was returned to his body, bleeding and dying and terrified, crushed in every way, he realized he was alone.

And in that moment, he forgot the lesson of Truth and threw everything into the ether to have his brother back. It isnt adressed directly in the anime, but I can only imagine how the next few days killed his spirit. Half his limbs gone, and his brother now locked in a hollow shell. The only thing that drives him now is guilt, to correct this action at any cost. To pay for his selfishness.

In the early episodes its clear Edward is caught up in the journey, the adventure. The immediate pain has dulled, and Ed can be a little brat again. Brattish behaviour is obviously natural to him. But as time wears on and he has to face his brother again and again, its clear Eds spirit is failing.

I think this is most obvious in the episode where Edward tells Scar to kill him. He wants to be released from this responsability, this guilt. I think when Alphonse tells him no matter what, its he that must go on, he realizes that even though all of this is completely his fault, Al still loves him, forgives him, and would choose Ed to live over his own self, if he could.

But back to the end.

Father acquires God. I can only imagine that what he has been able to absorb is only a small part, an essence of the oneness but not the complete one-ness itself. Father is then weakened by Hoenhiem's plot - the millions of newly acquired souls are pulled from him. Without power, the God essence is desperate to return to the flow. Father is determined to retain his form. There is a series of explosions and Al is immobilzed, his metal tomb of a body is wrecked. Ed is pinned, one armed, his automail destroyed. There is no one now that can stop Father as he desperately clings to life, advancing on Ed to absorb his life essence.

And Al reverses the transmutation to give Ed his arm back.

I dont believe Ive ever seen such a well animated scene. Ed has grown so much, and learnt so much, you could really believe at this point that he had let it go. Leaping into the fight with only one arm - He shows a spirit in these final moments that has grown so far from that guilty child.

But in that moment, when he sees what Al is about to do, the scream, the desperation, he cant let it be.....It was his mistake, and he has to be the one to fix it....

When he sees his arm returned, he's almost completely undone. In a micro second, you can see the despair that is about to overwealm him.

And in that instant, he forgives himself. Instead of weeping, he screams in joy, "Al, You did it!" and channels his rage into the final fight. It seems in the next few moments the entire country is screaming Eds name, urging him on.

Complete emotional personal forgiveness. Loved by the masses for selfless gifts. Personal sacrifice for no gain. These are the acts of an enlightened being. No matter what happens now, this day, this man, this moment, will be known for hundreds of years. Written about, depicted in artworks and statues, spoken in hushed whispers to children as stories, and even perhaps become a part of national slang - "He was as angry as Edward Elric on the day of the Apocalypse" and dont forget for the next 10 years at least, parents will name their sons 'Edward' in honour of their saviour.

When Father is defeated, Al should be dead. When Edward returns, Al should have gone through the gate. His body only waited for his soul and now that they are complete they should have gone through - the gate has waited about 10 years after all.

But the gate and truth are one. This ether world and its sentinels exist only for us, the progression of our souls. Our evolution to light. If Al chooses to wait, who says he cant? Its his ether, his eternity.

To me it seems the ether is waiting with baited breath. Edward cant accept any toll that is offered because destiny is upon him now. Truth taunts him but knows that he cant really control him any longer. That smile of Eds as he says, "This is my portal - so I get to say how its used, isnt that right?" is a complete understanding of the ether and how it works, how emotion and choice are everything there. Truth knew he was beaten before Ed even arrived, it was only the final pieces that needed to be put on the scale, to tip the balance.

Ed has now evolved spiritually. He had to give up his right to use the ether, otherwise he would have become a monster like Father. They really were so alike. Throughout the series Ed sees this again and again - his likeness to the villian - no matter how good his intentions, he knows the drive behind his emotions will poison him.

Father gets what he wanted - at death, he doesnt return to nothing, but faces his own Truth, goes through his own portal. Congratulations, little one in the flask, you are now on the coil. One day, perhaps, you will evolve into light.

And Edward. You didnt seek it, which is how it comes, but enlightenment is upon you now, and as you live your humble earthly life you can hear the stars call your name as they wait for you to return.
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Big Brother, is BACK!

September 20th 2011 00:30
Kleo is here to tell you, that her beloved Big Brother is returning to TV. Of course, it might only be a rumour, but if it is, its a damn good one thats gaining momentum.

Of course, it starts next year so I'll be working, having limited time to view it. I can only hope that BB uplate will also return so when I stumble home from work late at night, I can collapse in front of BB for a while. Channel 9 has bought it, so theres a dread suspiscion in my mind that they are going to throw it up against Masterchef. If that happens - YOU BASTARDS - I will have to watch certain episodes on the internet. Being back at work will mean I mostly dont get to choose, anyway.

So, Kleo will be able to observe the human animal, WAY out of its natural environment, and see the pack behaviours develop. I doubt I'll be able to write it up as often as I used to, but I'll be watching.
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The Can of Marriage

August 1st 2011 13:20
Can of Worms is my new thing - I love opinion. I talk louder and louder every minute its on, with wilder and wilder hand gestures. Its no surprise I was a fan of the Andrew Denton show of the same name, and the now nuetered Spoonman.

I commented on the Can of Worms site through Facebook, and was invited to attend the audience. Sadly, I didnt even know Id been invited as sometimes days pass where my computer is not even turned on. As I watched the show tonight I realized just how strongly I felt about this topic. Kman was blessedly relieved we werent there and - Oh hell - Part of me is pretty relieved too. I have a tendancy to run off at the mouth VERY LOUDLY when I feel strongly and all of that would be fine, if only I was still making some sense.

Oh BTW quick shout out to Julie Goodwin - as much as I love ya babe, prepare to be shattered. Those pop ups only come up if someone on that computer has visited a porn site.

My comment was something along the lines of us being together 10 years, having a child together, and not feeling the need to get married.

Dont get me wrong for a minute. All that stuff they talked about tonight, public declaration of love, romance, magic, I believe in all of that, very strongly, and I think all those who answered the poll 'yes' also do, but WAY too strongly.

The proposal and then the marriage seems to be a gesture more than anything. A gesture that says, quite desperately, "If I do this we will be together forever" It seems driven by the desperation of WANTING but not based in reality, as if that public declaration and huge gesture can do what commitment cannot.

Because all the things they were talking about, the daily decision to be together, to work on being better together, you dont need to be married to do that, and I know it, because Im not married and Ive been in a successful relationship longer than most people have been married.

I feel disgusted now when I hear of people getting married. Its as if all this preparation and ceremony will do the work for them, and then only a few years later they are disappionted and bitter that it was so hard. Marriage to me, personally, is an after thought, it doesnt change what is, and its this reality thats lacking in the modern proposal.

I had a young friend ask me about commitment once. How if I was bitching about my problems, why was I always so keen to run home and patch them up, go make the person I was angry at feel better so they no longer felt bad? It made no sense to her. "What if?" she kept saying, "What if theres someone better, and you're missing out?"

I told her, people bandy the word 'commitment' around, but no one really thinks about what it means. It means, in answer to her question, "So what?" That is its essence. There very well might be someone better. And so what. Ive chosen THIS person, and look no further. So final, but so true. If people could feel the truth of this before they put on white frills, it just might work.

For me its also a sense of emotional investment. Someone better might be out there, but does that make them the RIGHT someone? Theres always going to be fights, differences of opinion, bad days and tempers, and the essence of that right someone means they match you, they help you, and you help them. Once you've put a few years work into someone, it seems a waste to let go, and the longer it lasts, the more reasons for letting go just slip away, until nothing, no matter how big, could split you.

Its also releasing those fairy tales, ah, those horrid happy endings that set us up to fail. Let them go, no ones perfect, and if they accept you, the least you can do is accept them back.

So, my final thought is that I would get married, I have nothing against it, but does a married couple together as long as me and Kman have something we dont have? Absolutely not. Marriage is not necessary if you have its essence.



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Trying to understand digital TV

July 26th 2011 04:15
Its no secret I love TV. I even have a whole category devoted to it. A lack of posts in that category should not be attributed to a lack of love, merely, a lack of time. Be assured, even if Im not writing about it, Im thinking about it.

Some time last year we bought our lovely digital TV. At that time, other users had control of the house aerial and we had no need for it, watching dvds in the odd times we could get time to sit in front of it


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FullMetal Alchemist - Brotherhood

September 27th 2010 04:05
Its been awhile since I had a TV rant. Its disappionting for me because I DID faithfully cover Battlestar Galactica right up to season four and even though Ive watched it, Ive failed to update my notes. But that, sadly, is what you're in for on Kleo's blog - I get into it, I get over it.

But not this time, it seems


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This year, for my birthday, all I wanted was the Alien Quadrilogy. I have 3 weeks of holiday, of which I only have three days left. I have watched each movie - meaning first I watched the directors cut versions, then, in reverse order, the original theatrical version. Before I started, I watched both Alien vs Predator - and those are again on the menu tonight with some bottles of wine. (Ladies, BWS has yellowglen sparkling 2 for $16!)

I am fascinated by the Xenomorph. I am in love with the Queen. As an animal handler and breeder, I am completely enamored by it. Just so you know, if a Xenomorph is ever discovered, I am that psycho scientist who puts everything at risk just to keep it alive. I even had a dream last night that one WAS discovered, and I was brought on board as a consultant to try and 'tame' her. Oh, I believe I could, just let me try


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When Kman told me he'd seen a news article about AVATAR creating depression in its worldwide audiences, my ears pricked up. Last night I did a little research and yep, its widespread. All you need to do is google 'avatar movie' and you will find not just articles, but forums to which you can post and get support from other depressed Pandorans.

I'd like to ask the Orble community what they think, and post some of my own thoughts


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Kleo's Avatar Experience

February 4th 2010 01:31
I generally dont write reviews. This isnt strictly a review, not really. I used to think I was great at analysing media, all types of media. I was painstakingly taught to analyse poetry and novels and other types of literature by my long suffering english teacher, taught to analyse art in all its forms by my under appreciated art teacher, and though I had never taken a course to the effect, I assumed that these same skills applied when switched over to film.

Now when I say film, I dont mean just movies. I analyse TV shows, short films, even ADS! I utterly adore the devices that can be used only on film, that the creator has just as much power as the writer of a novel, meaning that what you WANT to see (costume, set, etc) may not be what you get. Just as in books, descriptions and plots may not move the way you think they should. Whether its expected, unexpected or just plain not what you wanted, that control lays with the creator


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Music frustration

June 25th 2009 02:41
Id heard a lot about it, and it didnt make much sense to me.

After what felt like an eternity of struggling with Walkmans - continuosly buying batteries, having them leap from my belt to smash onto bus floors (with tape flying in the opposite direction), lugging the heavy thing plus tapes around, having the radio cut out all the time.....I thought the Ipod was the most magnificent thing. When they first came out, I called "Ipod, Ipod!" at the TV in a mournful voice. I explained to Kman how happy these Ipod people were - look at them, dancing, DANCING! Something you could not ever hope to do with a walkman


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Tomb Raider - Finished!

June 22nd 2009 03:33
Well, Ive finally finished Anniversary. And I use the term loosely, as I still have one artifact in Greece, and two in the last level. Also, to obtain the all important infinite ammo, I'll have to complete time trials.

If you go back to my original tomb raider post (please see 'related posts) you will see its taken me over a year to complete. I dont have unlimited time to game on, so I've had to do short spurts here and there. Im also easily frustrated, so hitting a hard puzzle - such as climbing the great pyramid - makes me shy away from it quite quickly


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The Queen Of The Damned

June 11th 2009 02:17
Theres a book, theres a movie, theres a controversy.

I read the book before I saw the movie, which is the natural order of things most of the time. I got angry before the movie was even released, for one reason only - Aaliyah as Akasha


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LIFE RETURNS!!!!

February 4th 2009 23:33
Someone at Channel Ten has heard my prayers. Whoever you are, I thankyou.

Channel Ten has been making some mistakes after all. It was obvious that the Australian 'Kenny' was not as popular as it could be, and yet, still, they tried everything to make us watch it - most namely, tying it to The Simpsons so we were almost forced. Dexter is a similar thing - the way it keeps changing days and timeslots, you can just feel that whoever up there loves it is getting frustrated that no one else does


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Lets talk about Lexx

January 8th 2009 03:38
" I am the Lexx. I am the most powerful destructive force in the two universes "

Pic from Yahoo galleries

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Lets talk about six

January 7th 2009 03:40
There are many streams of conciousness we can enter into when discussing Battlestar Galactica, many long winded discussions, and though we may touch on them here, this post is solely for worshipping the beauty and mystery of Six.

Photo from Wiki - if this pic is out of public domain authority please inform me for it to be removed.

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