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October 21st 2010 01:59
Well its 18 weeks now and for some reason everyone I tell seems to think thats AMAZING....I still havnt been truly amazed by the usual pattern of time. At least I have a definite bump so no cruel people can say "theres nothing there" when to weight lifting strength training Kleo, there most certainly was something there!
Im still doing all my regular walking - about 20 to 30 minutes to the station and then another 20 after my train ride to work. Im noticing the weight in my poor abused feet - my mangled toe is playing up like it only does in winter. Other than that Im relishing the exercise. I have noticed sore joints, and I always thought pregnant women struggled to get up from a crouch because of the weight - turns out its because yours knees and hips turn to mush.
My asthma has returned. It was a few weeks ago I had the attack and it took me a full 5 minutes to realize what was happening. That horrible, wet, drowing feeling and a hacking cough you just cant stop. It has been literally years since I had an asthma attack - about 7 years. Imagine my shock. Stop smoking, return to asthma. What bullshit. Im trying not to use my ventolin too much, but if Im caught in a lung squeezing attack, I have no choice.
Eating has never been so much fun. To a taurus food is life, so I have always placed a heavy emphasis on food, but now its so much more delicious than before, and I spend all day thinking about what Im going to eat next.
I have begun to be very irritated with everyone and everything. It happens so fast it blows my mind, but if I cant walk away from a situation I literally feel like I could explode. Its lightening fast - Im fine, then I need to brutally murder someone. Still, Im experienced at holding myself in.
I meet the midwives tomorrow and even that is not enough to fully wake me up to the fact that this IS happening. Perhaps in a few weeks when I have my own place, and I can finally begin to buy baby stuff, it will begin to sink in.
Im still doing all my regular walking - about 20 to 30 minutes to the station and then another 20 after my train ride to work. Im noticing the weight in my poor abused feet - my mangled toe is playing up like it only does in winter. Other than that Im relishing the exercise. I have noticed sore joints, and I always thought pregnant women struggled to get up from a crouch because of the weight - turns out its because yours knees and hips turn to mush.
My asthma has returned. It was a few weeks ago I had the attack and it took me a full 5 minutes to realize what was happening. That horrible, wet, drowing feeling and a hacking cough you just cant stop. It has been literally years since I had an asthma attack - about 7 years. Imagine my shock. Stop smoking, return to asthma. What bullshit. Im trying not to use my ventolin too much, but if Im caught in a lung squeezing attack, I have no choice.
Eating has never been so much fun. To a taurus food is life, so I have always placed a heavy emphasis on food, but now its so much more delicious than before, and I spend all day thinking about what Im going to eat next.
I have begun to be very irritated with everyone and everything. It happens so fast it blows my mind, but if I cant walk away from a situation I literally feel like I could explode. Its lightening fast - Im fine, then I need to brutally murder someone. Still, Im experienced at holding myself in.
I meet the midwives tomorrow and even that is not enough to fully wake me up to the fact that this IS happening. Perhaps in a few weeks when I have my own place, and I can finally begin to buy baby stuff, it will begin to sink in.
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